A year later and nadda, Zilch, Zero weight loss has been achieved

So i came across my very sad blog, which has reminded me about my complete lack of, will power. I have actually put on weight since this blog but still way under 21stone. Which is also completely awful.

So I’m starting again.
Have joined Kiss Gym and booked a holiday to Egypt as a goal. I also am bridesmaid in July, which will most likely be one of the most humiliating days of my life to look forward to.

My goal is to lose a stone a month. Although this may sound unrealistic, due to my excessive weight it is achievable, as I tend to drop weight initially.

I work in child protection, which means my job is very demanding, more often than not i have to bring work home with me to complete in the evenings and i am often exhausted and stressed. Eating is comforting for me, but drinking differing fizzy/ milky drinks i believe is more of my problem. I admit it I am officially a coke (cola, don’t just to conclusions!) addict. Last night i didn’t have any in the house and at 11pm tried to encourage my bf to order a pizza so that i could get coke. How insane is that. I might treat myself to one coke a week? FULL FAT- that’s only  If i stick to my healthy eating plan.

Wish me luck and hopefully my next blog wont be in a year’s time.

Reasons for losing weight!

1. I want to stop wearing black trousers, I've been wearing them since the age of 16
2. I want my knees to stop aching even when i sit down
3. My Neck hurts
4. I want to look better
5. I want to feel sexy with my boyfriend
6. I want to learn to love myself so i can accept others love.
7. I want to travel and wear holiday clothes
8. I want to have a photo shoot
9. I want to make my mother proud of me.
10. I want to wear normal clothes and be a fashionista.

SoreKnees

After severe knee pain all weekend because quite frankly I'm a fatty, Ive decided enough is enough. D Day has begun. This blog is for my benefit really, somewhere to ramble and track my progress. I'm thinking i way something like 20 stone plus, but need to weigh myself first. Planning to go weight watchers tomorrow just to weigh. I don't plan to follow a diet plan.

Today my meal plan is as follows:
B- 2 slices of toast with butter and 2 boiled eggs
S-Apple
L-2 slices of bread no butter and a tin of soup
D-Chili con Cane
S-Weigh Watchers Dessert/Yogut